hunger for my dad's love and understanding
POSTED AT 05:27 PM

shayne

sometyms even u hav anoder dad that fils the responsiblity of a real dad, it is not really enuf... d love of a biological father is differ to the poster father... ;) all my lyf, i thought my family is perfect but stil in my younger tyms, im stil searchin' 4 my missin' piece of my lyf without knowing my real position in my family... i thought my family is real but it has also one big secret that i shud not regret... sooner and l8r i wil discover wat is the biggest secret in my family...

years passed but stil i nvr got the answer until on my 2nd yr of my high school lyf, i discovrd dat im a japanese together wid my brother... it was a big surprised and nvr thought dat during the tym i met my dad, tears fallin' on my face... this is it!... i got the answer alrdy but it isn't enuf... i knw how my dad really cares bout me and my brother but money is not important to me... wat i rily nid is his love and affection to us... i wnt him to show it to us but i think i hav to extend my patience and understanding bcoz i knw how he is hurtful 4m d tym my mom separate us 4m him...

finally, i fil complete... but i find out he has his own family too but without biological siblings... sad to say bcoz evn he just adopt a son, he shows much affection to him rather than us but still i continue to understand him and pray dat smeday we cud catch his attention... ;) without him, im nothing... and im grateful of havin' my dad back agen in my lyf... even im hunger in his love and understanding, i stil bliv dat one day he will show my dad's love and affection to us... God will never abandoned us... i know dat God has plan to us... jus keepin' my faith stronger...

i love you and entrust everything to you God...

i love you dad...

til nxt tym... mwah!... ;)




thoughtful

ang kwento ng 1ng ngh2np ng trabaho...
POSTED AT 01:28 PM

shayne

kla q ky srap n ng buhay kpg nkgrd8 kn... d2 lng pla p2sok ang 1ng responsibilidad n klngan mong 2prin... noong ns unibersidad p aq lgi qng iniicp n sna mkpgtpos n aq dhil lgi nlng mdming gngwang requirements at mga gwain n klngang tpusin 2lad ng asignatura at proyekto... grabeh!... wahaha... ;)

ang hirap pla ngaun n tpos n aq... bkod sa mrming umaasa skin, klngan n aqng mgcryoso ngaun s lhat ng kilos... lgi dpt nb2ntayan... wahaha... ;) kya dpat mging mta2g... h2rpn me sa mrming intrvws ngaun at indi sa mga instrustors pr sa mga defense... wahaha... ;) aus lng at least nkhwkn q n ang huling diploma ng aking pg-aaral... sa ngaun, klgn q ng icpn ang knbukasan at indi puro kslukuyan...

to all fresh graduates, ky nten 2... pray lng po tau and hav faith... ;)
mwah!... God bless us... ;)

til nxt tym... ;)


hold me down- mojofly

silly

sobrang nk2pgod ang arw nmin sa makati...
POSTED AT 03:06 PM

shayne

alas-8 ng umaga ng mgkita kita kmi ng mga ksmahan q ppuntang makati pr mgwalk-in applicant sa iba't ibang company... naicpan muna nming mgbrkfast kc pre-preho kming indi ng almusal at pr mhntay din nmin ang iba p nming ksmahan... kain, kwen2 at txt ang mga gngawa nmin sa pinili nming fast fud n pgk2inan nmin... ;) mya mya dmting na ang 1 nming ksmhan... pgktpos nming kumain, ngdcsyon n kming sumkay ng taxi p2ngo sa makati...

sa makati...
una nming pinunthan ang real estate developer company pr mgpsa ng resume pro 1 ln sa amin ang pinag-exam after nming maintrvwng lhat... gyunpman, hnntay p rin nmin ang aming ksmahan pr mgpasa din sa ibng company... nghntay kmi sa isang fastfud uli at pgkptos nun ay dmting n ang 1 nmin ksmhan... naicpan nming mglkad pr ubusin ang oras dhil pgptak ng ala-1 ay mg-eexam uli ung 1 nming ksmahan... ang lau ng aming nilakbay... nlkad nmin ang buong dela costa hnggang mkpunta kmi sa kalye n indi q n mlamn kung ano dhil ang tanging iniicp q ay ang aking pgod... "lakas 3p nga kmi..." wahaha... ;) alay lakad sa tanghaling tpat prng humabol p kmi sa holy week... wahaha... ;) gyunpaman, n3tili p rin kming nkngiti at ngk2waan... wahaha... ;) pgktpos ng mhbng nilakbay, npgdcsyunan n pmunta n lng kmi sa isang mall... kya mtpos ang mhbng pgl2kad, ngtaxi rin kmi... (ibng klseng 3p tlga pro ansaya...)

sa mall...
pgba2 nmin ng mall, pumunta kmi sa music store pr 2mingin ng mga cd's bglng nmlyan ng 1 nming ksmhan n naiwan nia sa di nia lam n lugar ang im4tnteng dkumen2 n k2ilanganin nia sa pghnap n work... bmlik uli kmi sa makati at hnnap un... inisp q n ang lawak ng makati at indi q rin lam kung san mt2gpuan un pro dla2 p rin nmin ang mlking pag-asa n mki2ta nmin e2... lking gulat nmin n ang isa nming ksmhan ay naala2 n sa isng fastfud lng pla nia naiwan un... lking p2slmat nlng nmin dhil ntgpuan nrin un kya bmlik uli kmi sa mall pr kumain uli at mgstroll kh8 n3kit n ang aking mga paa... wahaha... ;)

sa aming pag-uwi...
umuwi n kmi pgktpos kumain... wlng ngyari sa pghnap nmin ng work sa makati pro nging msaya nman ang arw... grabeh tlga... sa pgsakay q ng fx, bglang nktnggap aq ng isang txt msg mula sa mlking kumpanya n hnhntay q... lking ps2lamat q n kh8 wlng ngyari sa aming pgh2nap ng work, mgre2port n aq bukas pr sa physical exam q... wahaha... :) buti nlng at un ang ngyri... slamat tga...

tnx Papa God, Kuya Jesus Christ and Mama Mary gnundn sau Kaibigang Holy Spirit...

salamat sa mga ksma q ngaung araw na e2... slmat sa bondin'...

salamat sa araw n e2... salamat sa lhat... wahaha... ;)

til nxt tym po... ;) wahaha... ;) pray nio po aq ha n mging successful po e2ng physical exams q... mwah!... ;) stay safe and God bless po... ;)




ok tlga me kh8 pgod...